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AH

I just DEVOURED a klondike bar, which reminds me of that catchy jingle "What would you do-OO- oh for a klondike bar". In reality? Like, what I would do? I would take it out of my freezer. That's just about the extent of what I would do.

Ok, so I have someone harrassing me over the phone. They ALWAYS CALL when i'm at work, and leave voicemails. Yesterday's set of voicemails were all depressed and quiet that I could hardly understand what they were saying. And today's voicemails consisted of demonic laughter about my getting a hickey on my neck.... I'll give you a hint, they live in arizona and their name starts with "M". no but really mel, the voicemails are funny. you seriously called me like 30 minutes after i got to work. which reminds me of these customers who were pissing me off today. I hate them. there's this one guy who's purchases consist of lotion and tissue boxes. Bottles and bottles of lotion and boxes and boxes of tissue. I don't even want to know what he does with them. ANd then he comes over to by lotto from me and starts complaining because the lotto tv screen went into sleep mode. we couldn't get it to turn on so he didn't want to buy lotto, for fear that he couldn't see the transaction happening on the screen. (he wants to make sure i don't short him or something) and i was on the phone while this happened, so i hung up and he just gave me this evil death stare. and i was just like la la la, purposefully making myself look so unphased by his attempt to belittle me through his 'visage'. so he left and i was glad cuz he's a pain to deal with anyways. he can go home and have fun with his tissues and lotion....

so now im home and that klondike bar isn't gonna help me get to sleep... But i don't have to wake up early tomorrow. I think i'll organize my room tomorrow. it's horrid. papers everywhere. bills, letters, sheet music, a whole nice mess. and of course i'll blast my metal while doing so. and i need to go to wal-mart and by blank cds and burn something for melly to listen to. poor deprived melissa. so you need to listen to this awesome bi-polar song:

 

It's Oh So Quiet

Bjork

 

okok

so, a REAL update (however small this turns out)....

uhm, I saw a shooting star on my way home from work. (it had that *sheen sparkle sparkle* thing dana talks about when it disappeared)

Hm, a girl at work BIT ME.....ON MY NECK. its actually a girl's sister that works at another Publix. she's a freek-a-leek fo shiznat. Even if i were worldly i wouldn't touch that with a ten foot stick, i don't know where she's been. /shivers. So i disinfected the mark with an alcohol wipe. So I shouldn't get aids or rabies or anything (cross your fingers!) yes, wierd i know.... like, she came up to me pretending to give me a hug and then just ahhhh, out of nowhere, a chunk out of my neck. she's been all over me for about six months now. but i can't just be rude and say get the frick away from me. but i don't see her that often which is good...

Ive been playing Mario: A Thousand Year Door on gamecube lately. it's fun, i never really got into mario before. I guess i wasn't in that upbeat frame of mind that my depressive childhood shunned from me. but now i'm over that part of my life. I've moved on, there's things you must just pick up and move on from. You can't live in the past, you can't change the past, you just rise above it and learn and become a better person, and the "m" key doesn't wanna work. ah, so yea, where was I, yes, mario is a happy game and i've learned that i need to be a happy person and sever anything that obstructs that, including friendships that are not upbuilding. It's amazing how damaging the wrong friendship can be. anyways, that's old news of the past. I'm talking about my EX-bestfriend that ran away and became atheist. She was the poison in the friendship. You kinda feel like you're obligated to a friendship and you don't realize warning flags that mark "1,000 foot drop ahead". and you find yourself almost thrown over the edge yourself. But I pulled myself up and dusted off all that yucky clay colored dust and headed for solid ground.

Also, i've been listening to Bjork. Like really listening, how did she escape me in the nineties? She's like so awesome. I love her voice and her compositions. True artist.

Vox Hunt: Stress Awareness Day

It's National Stress Awareness Day. Show us something that calms you.

 

Grey_goose_vodka

QotD: Is Ignorance Bliss?

Do you believe that ignorance is bliss?

A very sad form of bliss.

"Not enough", "Spellbound"

I don't want to be saved, I want to go down with you,

Together we will find a way to come back,

Come back,

I don't want to be saved I want to go down with you,

Together we will find a way to come back,

 

I thought it was too late,

I thought you disappeared,

It's been a while since I believed in you,

I used to have the strength, I used to just walk away,

But now that I see you,

It's not enough, It's not enough,

 

I don't want to be saved, I wanna go down with you,

Together we will find a way to come back,

 

I'm falling once again,

I'm following the weight (?),

Nothing's changed since I believed in you,

I knew that it would come, I thought that I'd be afraid,

But now that I have you,

It's not enough, It's not enough,

 

I don't want to be saved, I want to go down with you,

together we will find a way to come back,

Forgotten fields(?), I throw away all of the caution out into the wind,

My soul is thirsty, and I'm still dreaming of you,

Get out of my mind (come back)

 

I don't want to be saved, I  want to go down with you,

Together we will find a way to come back,

I don't want to be saved, I want to give in to you,

Together we will find a way to come back.

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 Burning here in my room, feeling that the walls are moving closer,

Silencing the dark that's me, leads me to the ending of another day,

I'm haunted,

 

Tell me who you are, I am spellbound,

You cannot have this control on me,

Everywhere I go, I am spellbound,

I will break the spell you put on me,

 

Velvet drapes, glowing candles, silent whispers of words inside of my head,

The night that comes, it waits for me, leads me to the ending of another day,

I'm haunted,

 

Tell me who you are, I am spellbound,

You cannot have this control on me,

Everywhere I go, I am spellbound,

I will break the spell you put on me,

 

Break the spell,

 

Tell me who you are, I am spellbound,

You cannot have this control on me,

Everywhere I go, I am spellbound,

I will break the spell you put on me,

 

Everywhere I go, I am spellbound,

Everywhere I go, I am spellbound,

Everywhere I go, I am spellbound,

I will break the spell you put on me.

 

 

Awesome animation short film

The Tale of How from Shy the Sun on Vimeo.

The Tale of How

QotD: Make Up Your Own Holiday Day

Yesterday was National "Make Up Your Own Holiday" Day. If you could create any holiday, what would it be?

National change the music at your work day. The music in grocery stores gets very repetitive and old, and some oldies songs just plain drive me insane.

QotD: If Money Didn't Matter...

If money didn't matter, what job would you most like to have?
Submitted by Rainbird.

I'd love to craft and compose background music for video games, and sound effects. I dunno if that pays well or not, but it'd be really fun and entertaining to me.

Breathe me

Breathe Me - Sia

today I heard something beautiful, so I thought I'd share it. It's By Sia, ive never heard her before, though i've seen her cd in a starbucks somewhere. give this a listen.

QotD: ...On Ice

If you could see any movie, tv show, play or sporting event "on ice," what would you choose to see performed on ice skates?

Oooohh, a good one, Nightmare Before Christmas ON ICE/ That would actually be pretty tight.